Rant (I’m on my phone so no read more)
This is probably the first “relationship” where I’ve not gave a fuck. And if any of you knew me in real life you’d know that is NOT like me at all. Bless him, but after the “shit” at college I’ve not got time for the drama to all come back (I’ve got enough on my plate funnily enough) don’t get me wrong the week at his was nice but not for me thanks. And pretending that things were actually going to get serious between us was a nice little game to play for a while. I think I’m slowly going to become Miss Havisham. This not giving a fuck lark is going well, I’m losing friends and relationships and my alcohol and sleeplessness is increasing! Fantastic and top it off I’m turning into a lazy lummox, I now can’t count the fat rolls I have on two hands. Fuck life.